Caitlin Grey (foenix) wrote,
Caitlin Grey

Sleepy Hollow

So my long, ongoing battle with sleep is well documented.  I've said a number of times this year, "Okay, this month I'm gonna start breaking this stupid cycle of a little sleep here and a little sleep there and get back on track!"

And then I promptly fail.

May 1st hit, and there wasn't anything in particular beyond I just had enough and wanted to get back to staying up all night like I 'should' and...finally am back on the road.  I've had a few nights where I slid back to the old ways of the last year, but I think feeling sick and sore is an okay excuse. ;)

And it's felt good to get back to this.  My old habits which I had to shift because of the way I was doing it instantly went back to the way they were.  I feel like I'm getting shit done, such as it is with my life.  It's still an uphill battle, and I feel groggy at 3am, but I'm mostly fighting through.  Of course, then I remember that half the time I end up taking a nap half out of boredom than any real tiredness, since there's no one to talk to anymore. =P

I feel almost normal again.


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